Mai daisy hoon 33 saal ki shadi shuda mahila. Meri shadi ko nau saal ho chuke hain. Magar aaj bhi mai apna pahla rape bhool nahin pati hoo. Tab mai 23 saal ki hi thi garam khoon tha. MA, B.ED. karne ke baad ek college me lecturar ka part time job mil gaya tha. Kuchh kar dikhane ka junoon tha so mai kuchh jyada hi josh me agayee. B.A ke annual exam me duty lagi thi mai jis room me thi usme 35 ladke aur ladkiyan exam de rahe the. Unme ek awara type ka ladka bhi tha. Naam tha Rajan. Log use Raja kahkar bulate the. Ameer ma (plz dont use abusive word) ka bigda hua aulaad tha. 25-27 saal umr hogi
magar abhi bhi B.A. kar raha tha. Exam me wo kitaab lekar nakal karne laga. Mujhe dikhai diya to maine saath wale sir se complain ki magar unhon ne mujhe chup rahne ko kaha. Magar mai chup rahna apne usoolon ke khilaf mana. Aur jakar usse answer sheet aur copy chheen li. “ye aap kya kar rahen hain” maine gusse se kaha. “dikh nahi raha kya?”usne dhithai se kaha. “get out of examination hall.” “madam poore college me koi nahin hai jo mujh se oonchi awaj me bole” usne mujh ghoorte huye kaha”isliye apni awaj neeche rakh kar baat keejiye.” Uska itna kahna tha ki maine uske copy ko pen se kaat kar uspar comments likh diya. “aisa hai aap aag se khel rahin hain. Abhi jawani ka khoob josh hai. Ujhe kuchh huya to tere is badan ko masal kar rakh doonga. Munh chhupati firegi apna.” Kah kar usne meri ek chhati par ungli se dabaya. Mai gusse se pagal ho gayee. Uski copy aur kitab lekar principal ke paas gayee aur saari baat batayee. Principal bhi baat ko daba dena chahta tha magar maine cheekh cheekh kar sab ko ikattha kar liya. Paincipal ko akhir me uski complain book karke examination se bahar karna pada. Magar mai uska naam college se restricate karwa kar hi mani. Wo mujhe bhaddi bhaddi galiyan wahin sab ke saamne hi dene laga. Mai apni jeet par fooli nahin sama rahi thi. Magar ye jeet bus kuchh din ki hi rahi. Shuru ke kuchh din to savdhan rahi magar kuchh din baad wapas laparwah ho gayi. Dus din baad B.Sc. ke practicle shuru ho gaye. Meri duty answer sheets samhalne ke liye laga di. Us din free hote hote sham ho gayee. College se bus stand kuchh doori par tha. College shahar se 5 kms. Door bana tha. Aas paas koi khas basti nahi thi. Isliye off time me jagah kuchhsoon san ho jata tha. Us din apna saman lekar nikali to stan par sirf ek admi aur khada tha. Mai ja kar uske paas khadi ho gayi. Tabhi ek bolero teji se akar thik mere samne ruki. Mere sath khade admi ne apni jeb se roomal nikaal kar us par kuchh dala aur is se pahle ki mai kuchh samajh pati. Uska geela roomal meri munh aur naak par rakh diya. Ek bheeni khushboo ke saath andhera chhata chala gaya.